This woman is going to turn me into a jealous, anxiety-riddled mess, but I love her.

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Wouldn't it just be easier to become a hermit and live out the rest of my days in quiet solitude?

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The women in my life are driving me fucking insane!

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I'm between a great big multi-ton rock and a diamond-hard hard place.

The stress is wearing me down. The pressure is sapping my will. What I once thought was indomitable, has been shown its limits.

I need to find a clear path through all this. I need to communicate what's inside of me before things get to this point again. If there is even a way to get to an again.

Relationships, a passive-aggressive attitude, and a non-confrontational being do not mix well at all.

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Days like today that I want to just scream why do you do things this way?!

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I feel like things are piling on me a bit. I feel like I need to scream or freak out or something. I'm tired.

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Somedays you're the hare ... Somedays you're the dog.

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I've said I'm ready, but I don't think I am. Who can be ready for the death of a loved one, especially your father? I hate this waiting. This not knowing when it'll happen. I hate dreading the ring of the phone; the ding of a text message. He's been the steady rock of this family for so long, others have stepped up to fill his shoes when he got sick, but soon, someone will have to take on the role permanently.

I hate this all so much it hurts.

Today, I do not enjoy the knowledge brought through pain.

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The beatings shall continue until morale improves.

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There's optimism and then there's delusion.

Hopefully, reason will show up soon.

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